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No mater what you say, you see today You can not make me stay For tomorrow is not so far away And there will be another fray Here I am addicted Tomorrow is overrated And in the meantime Whish I was vindicated You taught me that happiness lied no longer in my hands That I've been way off track "Lay your head on my shoulder baby" you said Hush darling everybody hates your guts…… Well have you seen me lately? I'm well and happy Just like that, out of serendipity I somehow feel less guilty It feels good to see life smiling I roll the dice and I'm gambling What I find is astounding So I've been thinking….. No mater what you

We shamble life and dreams, moments  and place We idle away thinking love could change it all We steal away from this world As we crawl further into our delusions We build a barrier around our feelings And we become the deadbeat demagogue Our mind is feeble but our will is strong We swindle time and places, dreams and nightmares We idle away thinking we could change it all We're subdued by a smile, lost in ones eyes Drowned in a see of expectations Found cold at the shore We build a gate around memories That we wont open And we wont try to understand why Our mind is feeble And the purpose is gone.

I was speeding on the highway, drunk on my delusions Tying to get back home, but home is where I lost my head Trying to turn back the hands of time But time is all I got left You intruded on my grief, carved your name on the dashboard Now I'm sinking so deep inside this road It's swallowing me whole At the scarlet horizon I used to find a oasis In the vastness of this desert Is the comfort worth all the pain? I'm just trying to stifle the voices inside that wake up every time I sleep The pain is just too deep now, I should've known But just how low is the bottom??? Am I  stuck on a ladder, afraid of coming down Or down to my nec

I don't know if I belong here But I can't leave just now Drunk on my delusions Scrawling your name On a piece of my heart Like a child Drawing aimless scribbles on the sand Washed away by the tides of my life Cold reminder That I should shed all pretences That someday I will belong Here by your side.